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Dear Diary My Teen Angst Has a Body Count,

i hate emotions.
todays defintely changed my perspective on some things.  its too good to be true to find someone that is so perfect for you at such a young age.  and when you tell that someone how you feel, and you dont get the response that you wanted, it's okay. i've already ruined a best friends relationship because of it, and i dont want to ruin another.  i guess best friends is good, but if you think about it and read past entrys on my other xangas, you've probably noticed about him. the boy that i went out wtih last year for a long time. i mean yeah i would marry him if i could as gay as that sounds, cause he's someone that i know i could be wtih for  a long time and someone i actually care about a lot, but all this talk about love and marriage, wow i'm way to young. meaning i need to find someone thats perfect for me know, and yeah i found a guy and we're best friends and probably thats all we'll ever be but he's so perfect for me in so many ways. i won't push it but thats why i hate emotions because it wasn't till after i found out how he felt when i realized how perfect he really is. but oh well. i guess i will get over it, i mean i'd rather be his best friend like he says i am, than be absolutlely nothing.

people piss me off.
drama drama drama, i always said i hated it but im stuck in it. but people should be happy with who they are with if they have a significant other. don't think about other people when you're allready with someone else. whats the point? its like saying the person your with isnt good enough for you and your likings, just stop the drama and make up your fricken mind.

i love kaylee apgar.
i am talking to her now and i know she will be reading this any minute now. haha i miss you my other halfffffff. we are hardcore best friends yo lmao

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im bored right now. really bored. i dont really have many friends. lol um i havent written in a while. monday i think i went with kaylee to the talent show at belv. and then wedensday i went to amandas and then to the belv football game. luke, we opennnn.  haha thursday was thanksgiving and i went to heather and melissas. then to the movies to see national treasure, GOOD movie.  me and heather had to pee th ewhole time tho haha  then after  that i went home and did absoultley nothing.  friday i did absoutly nothign all day then went shopping with heather melissa and our moms. good times. haha "guys why would they have 2 aeros in this mall?" haha oh boy. then i cma ehome and di nothing. now im doing nothign again cause really i have no friends to hang out wtih... blah blah blah.. well ill write back some other time..

note to self: i miss you terribly.

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best weekend of my life. kaylee&maghee. i couldnt ask for more. im glad i always will have best friends liek you girls.  went to atlantic city for the weekend with kay ghee shan jenn and thomas. had a blast at kays competition. me and ghee saw some hott male cheerleaders. woo amazing and good looking boys. and the one girl on kays squad had a really hot brother whom i was sitting in front of haha ghee kept hitting him haha. i saw chelsea for the first time in like a fricken year. i missed her and i love her so mcuh .and then after that we went out to dinner! had a blast let me tell you.  and then we WENT BOWLING lmao. holy shit ghee is the greatest bowler ever.  hahah and kaylee with her WOOS and putting her arms up after every ball and then DAMN IT haha. and then jenn beating us ALL. ahahhaa oh my gosh. and then going home to people having SEX IN THE ROOM NEX TO US. "amber stop kicking the bed" "im not kicking the bed you whore" and then getting up seeing the whole bed shaking and the pciture frame falling off the wall and then our lamp falling off the wall. JENN THOMAS THEY ARE HAVING SEx IN THE ROOM NEXT TO US. and they didnt believe us till they came down and heard them moaning. haha lmao and then they FELL OFF THE BED lmao. BOOM! thats them thats them! THEY LOOK CHEERFUL THIS MORNING hahahaha omg. and then all our dances, taking pictures of us with our heads out the window, oh my gosh im like laughing so hard just typing all this. our long drive around the "ghetto" town "guys dotn stare you'll get shot"  haha and then going in eckerd. roamingg haha oh my gosh such a great weekend. greatest weekend ive had in so long. and then playing football with kyle and frankie. even tho NO ONE wanted me on their team. thats alright. we played for 2 hours tho. and it was fun to actually hang out wtih kyle even tho we didnt even talk haha. but it was nice seeing him. i really miss having him around.. but what can ya do. and seeing frankie was fun even tho he like hates me but whatever haha. shelly brought me home. so that was fun. and  ive had a really bad night.. but talking to michael mottola has made me feel like.. 98034 times better. i heart him and im gonna marry him some day and spend the rest of my life with him cause yeah i love him alot.  well i miss ghee and kay already. magskin hahah kayskin haha good times. well im going to stop writing in her ebfore it gets too long. so goodnight all. toodles

haha look at this coolness of colors and fonts. way to make me happy on this fine day. i went to the play with nicole nick erin < my twin. cara chelsea ron kelly and rons brother. greatest play i think ive ever seen. "i hate everything in the world, but you, I love you and I don't want you to go.." oh i loved it so much i wish kayleea could of seen it. it was 3 hours long! i just got home not to long ago but it was worth it. school was gay as usual but 2morw, now thats gonna kick ass. me maghee kayleea jenn driving down to atlantic city... oh i miss them, specially maghee havent seen her in almost a YEAR. woo im pumped also with my slut chelsea i love her. well im gonna go. ill write back wheniget back from my fantastic trip

oh and nicks coming to new jersey! i miss him